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  First impressions : a novel / Charlie Lovett.

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  1. Women college students—Fiction. 2. Austen, Jane, 1775-1817—Authorship—Fiction. 3. Austen, Jane, 1775-1817. Pride and prejudice—Fiction. 4. Women novelists, English—Fiction. I. Title.

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, businesses, companies, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Contents

  Also by the Author

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Steventon, Hampshire, 1796

  Oxfordshire, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  Oxfordshire, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  Oxfordshire, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  Oxfordshire, Present Day

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  Oxfordshire, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  London, Present Day

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  London, Present Day

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  London, Present Day

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  London, Present Day

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  London, Present Day

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  London, Present Day

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  London, Present Day

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  London, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  London, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  Oxfordshire, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  Oxfordshire, Present Day

  Leeds, 1796

  Oxford, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  Oxford, Present Day

  Leeds, 1796

  Oxford, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1796

  Oxford, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1797

  Oxford, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1797

  Oxford, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1797

  Hampshire, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1800

  Hampshire, Present Day

  Hampshire, 1813

  Hampshire, Present Day

  Leeds, 1814

  Hampshire, Present Day

  Chawton, 1817

  Hampshire, Present Day

  Winchester, 1817

  Hampshire, Present Day

  Epilogue

  Author’s Note

  Acknowledgments

  Steventon, Hampshire, 1796

  FOND AS SHE WAS of solitary walks, Jane had been wandering rather longer than she had intended, her mind occupied not so much with the story she had lately been reading as with one she hoped soon to be writing. She was shaken from this reverie by the sight of an unfamiliar figure, sitting on a stile, hunched over a book. Her first impression was that he was the picture of gloom—dressed in shabby clerical garb, a dark look on his crinkled face, doubtless a volume of dusty sermons clutched in his ancient hand. Even the weather seemed to agree with this assessment, for while the sun shone all around him, he sat in the shadow of the single cloud that hung in the Hampshire sky. Realizing how far she had come from home, Jane thought it best to retrace her steps without interrupting the cleric’s thoughts as he had unknowingly interrupted hers. During the long walk home, across fields shimmering with the haze of summer heat, she amused herself by sketching out a character of this old man, storing him away, like so many others, for possible inclusion in some novel yet to be conceived. He was, she decided, a natural history enthusiast, but his passion lay not with anything beautiful like butterflies or wildflowers. No, his particular expertise was in the way of garden slugs, of which he could identify twenty-six varieties.

  By week’s end, Jane had filled in the pathetic details of his life. Disappointed in love, he had turned to natural history, where the objects of his pursuit were less likely to spurn his advances. As his passion for his study grew, and as he shared it more enthusiastically with those around him, his invitations to dine gradually declined until he was left alone on most evenings with his books and his slugs. He was a melancholy figure, which made it all the more shocking to find him, on Sunday morning, not only seated in the Austen family pew, but smiling broadly and greeting her by name.

  Jane had led the family procession from the rectory to the small stone church of St. Nicholas, where her father was rector. The church stood on the far outskirts of the village, flanked by flat, green meadows. After passing through the rectory gates into the narrow lane that led to the church, the Austens had fallen in with several villagers. When she had concluded her pleasantries with these acquaintances, Jane had not a moment to respond to the stranger’s greeting before the service began and she found herself separated from him by her mother and her sister Cassandra; of her six brothers, none were currently in residence in Steventon.

  The man’s robust baritone voice, evident in his hymn singing, exuded a spirit that was anything but melancholy. Jane endured a sharp elbow from Cassandra for not attending to the gospel reading; instead, she was trying to watch the man out of the corner of her eye. She failed to follow the thread of her father’s sermon, lost as she was in a reevaluation of the stranger’s history. By the time the service ended she was thoroughly intrigued and determined to secure a proper introduction to satisfy her curiosity about the true nature of his character.

  “Go along home and I shall wait for Father,” she told her mother and Cassandra as they stood beside the ancient yew tree that clung to the west end of the church. Jane felt certain that a visiting clergyman with leave to occupy the Austen pew must be known to her father, and she expected Mr. Austen to make the necessary introduction, so it came as a surprise when she felt a tap on her shoulder and turned to face the stranger, who addressed her in a cheerful voice.

  “Miss Jane Austen, if I am not mistaken.”

  “You are at an advantage, sir,” said Jane. “You know my name, but I do not know yours.”

  “Mansfield. Reverend Richard Mansfield at your service,” he said with
a slight bow. “But we have nearly met already.”

  “What can you mean, sir?”

  “Only that two days ago you emerged from the waving grain of Lord Wintringham’s field and stopped in your tracks when you spotted me reading on a stile just outside Busbury Park. At the time I conceived the idea that you were a rather dull and impetuous young lady, but I already begin to suspect that I may have been mistaken.” His eyes twinkled in the morning sun as he said this, and his smile transformed from one meant for the general public to one that seemed to be reserved solely for Jane.

  “I hope you will come to believe so, Mr. Mansfield. I have been accused of having many faults by those who know me well, but neither dullness nor impetuousness has been among them.”

  “And of what faults do they accuse you?”

  “My worst, or so I am told, are a too highly developed interest in fictionalizing my acquaintances and a tendency to form opinions of others hastily.”

  “Opinions such as the one you formed of me when you saw me alone with my book?”

  “You do me wrong, sir. You assume first that I saw you, second that I gave your appearance sufficient thought to form an opinion, and third that my opinion was ill considered.”

  “In the first case,” said Mr. Mansfield, “I observed you myself, for though your mind may have been elsewhere, your eyes were certainly on me; in the second case, your father tells me, somewhat to my surprise, that you aspire to write novels, so I can only assume that anyone you meet may become a victim of your imagination; and in the third case it seems impossible that you would have guessed the extent to which our interests overlap.”

  “I confess that shared interests did not occur to me. I imagined you a student of natural history, reading . . . but you will laugh when I tell you.”

  “I enjoy a good laugh,” said Mr. Mansfield.

  “I imagined you reading a book on garden slugs.”

  Mr. Mansfield did laugh, long and heartily, before confessing the true nature of his reading. “It may shock you, Miss Austen, but in fact I was reading a novel.”

  “A novel! You do shock me, sir. Do you not find novels full of nonsense? I myself find them the stupidest things in creation.”

  “Then you read novels?”

  “Novels! I’m surprised at you, Mr. Mansfield, suggesting that a young lady such as myself, the daughter of a clergyman, no less, could occupy her time with such horrid things as novels.”

  “You tease me, Miss Austen.”

  “Indeed I do not, Mr. Mansfield, for though you know that I aspire to write novels, you cannot expect that I would take my interest in the form so far as to actually read them.” Because Mr. Mansfield was old enough to be her grandfather, Jane took the bold step of adding a wink to this statement and turned toward the rectory. The congregation had dispersed and only the sounds of birdsong and the breeze in the yew tree disturbed the silence of the morning. Jane was pleased when Mr. Mansfield fell into step beside her as she made her way up the tree-lined lane. With the summer sun now high in the sky, she was grateful for the cooling shade.

  “Surely, Mr. Mansfield, your shortest route to Busbury Park lies in the opposite direction,” said Jane.

  “Indeed it does, but you are assuming again, Miss Austen. First that I am staying at the park, and second that I am taking my luncheon there.”

  “And my novelist’s imagination has deceived me again?”

  “Not entirely,” said Mr. Mansfield. “For I am a guest at Busbury Park, but though he can offer me only cold mutton, your father has asked me to take my luncheon at the rectory.”

  “I confess, Mr. Mansfield, I am sorry to hear it.”

  “And why is that? Are you so embarrassed to be seen in the company of a novel reader?”

  “On the contrary, it is because you are a novel reader that I had rather hoped to keep you to myself. Once you enter the doors of the rectory, you will become a friend to my mother and my sister Cassandra, and you will no doubt retire after lunch to the study with my father and abandon the rest of us.”

  “Surely, Miss Austen,” said Mr. Mansfield, “I can be both a visitor at the rectory and a special friend of the rector’s younger daughter.”

  “I believe, Mr. Mansfield,” said Jane as she took the clergyman’s arm, “that I should like that very much indeed.”

  Oxfordshire, Present Day

  AFTER FIVE YEARS at Oxford, Sophie Collingwood had mastered the art of reading while walking. She knew every curve of the Thames Path from Oxford to Godstow, and had the ability to sense and avoid oncoming pedestrians. This was a useful skill for someone so absorbed by the books she read that she often pictured herself at the center of whatever romance or mystery or adventure played out on their pages. On a sunny day in July, she was walking opposite the wide expanse of Port Meadow, where horses and cattle stood grazing as they had for centuries. On the river a quartet of picnickers were making their way back downstream in a punt, and the smooth sound of the flat-bottomed boat gliding across the water seemed the perfect accompaniment to the day. In the midst of this idyll, Sophie spotted, over the top of her well-worn copy of Mansfield Park, a young man lying under a tree, reading. His artfully relaxed sprawl and his intentionally disheveled clothes radiated a combination of arrogance and apathy. Slovenly would be the best word to describe him, she decided—the unwashed hair, the shredded jeans, the faded T-shirt. It was a style that both puzzled and annoyed her. Sure, Sophie didn’t always go out of her way to look good, but to go out of one’s way to look bad just seemed rude. As she drew level with him he greeted her in a lazy American voice.

  “How’s it goin’?” he asked, but Sophie only raised her book higher and walked on, pretending his question had been lost in the breeze. As she rounded the next bend in the river and was lost to his sight, she had a sudden recollection. She had heard that voice before. It had been two nights ago, at the Bear. She had been standing at the bar waiting to order drinks for a group of friends who were discussing the relative merits of Mansfield Park and Persuasion, when that brash American accent had cut through the clamor of the crowd.

  “What really gets me is these Austen fangirls. Running around pretending the sun rises and sets with some chick who wrote soap operas two hundred years ago.” And then, in a mocking imitation of an English girl, he had added, “I think Mansfield Park isn’t properly appreciated by the establishment.” Sophie had crossed back to the table with her drinks, and the sound of his voice had been blessedly swallowed up by the noise of the crowd, but the damage had been done, for it had been Sophie who had made the remark about Mansfield Park, not five minutes earlier. When she told her friends what she had heard, they had all had a good laugh about the whole thing and had quickly come to the conclusion that this conceited American was a prat.

  After a half-pint of bitter in the garden of the Trout, Sophie headed back toward Oxford. It would take her just over an hour to walk the four miles to Christ Church, and that should be enough time, she thought, to see Fanny and Edmund married. But, just as things were beginning to look inevitable for the two young lovers, Sophie heard once again that insufferable voice.

  “Whatcha reading?” it asked, as Sophie approached. He spoke louder this time, and she couldn’t pretend she hadn’t heard.

  “Not that it’s any of your business,” said Sophie, “but I happen to be reading Jane Austen.”

  “The person, be it gentleman or lady, who has not pleasure in a good novel, must be intolerably stupid.”

  Sophie was so taken aback that she almost smiled in spite of herself. After his comments in the Bear the last thing she expected from him was a Jane Austen quote.

  “Surprised to hear me say that?”

  “It’s just that that’s a rather obscure Austen quote for a . . . a . . .”

  “A what?” asked the man. “An unsophisticated, uncultured, unenlightened dilettante?”
/>   “That’s not what I meant,” said Sophie. “It’s just that most people haven’t read . . .”

  “Northanger Abbey?”

  “Exactly.”

  “And you’re surprised since I’m not wearing tweed and sitting in a dusty study, that I have the first idea about Austen.”

  “On the contrary,” she said politely. “I think lounging on the banks of the Thames on a sunny summer day is the perfect way to read Austen.”

  “Well, to be fair, there are two reasons I can quote that passage so precisely. First, I saw it on a T-shirt in the Bodleian shop yesterday, so it’s not as obscure as you think.”

  Sophie could barely conceal her irritation at this. “And the second reason?” she said icily.

  He held up a battered paperback copy of Northanger Abbey. “I just read it about ten seconds before you walked up. I’m Eric. Eric Hall.” He extended his hand without raising himself off the ground, simultaneously tossing his hair out of his eyes. Sophie fought to keep her face from betraying that she already knew he was a jerk. And yet she sensed that behind his studied appearance and almost scripted insolence there was something softer. It wasn’t just that he read Jane Austen. It was the way he waited for her response with almost painful anticipation—like a little boy seeking approval.

  “Sophie,” she said, offering her hand but not her surname.

  “Pleasure to meet you.”

  “Is it really?” said Sophie. “I thought you didn’t care for Austen fangirls.”

  “Whatever gave you that idea?”

  “You said so yourself, in the Bear. And don’t you think that Jane Austen is just a chick who wrote soap operas?”

  “You heard that?” said Eric. “Well, I only meant that I don’t care for people who worship what they don’t understand. You have to admit, there are an awful lot of girls bouncing around Oxford whose main impression of Jane Austen is Colin Firth in a wet shirt.”

  Sophie smiled in spite of herself—much as she hated to admit it, Eric had a point. She recalled one doe-eyed girl lurking at the edge of her circle of literary friends in the Bear. From her few intrusions into the conversation it seemed that she thought Mr. Darcy’s principal character trait was the “adorable” way his wet hair hung across his forehead.